Ego/Soul Process - 4/2006

Form and formate for the Ego/Soul Dialogue

Part I

There is a hidden Path opening up from within ...
this Path belongs to ... inner and divine Self.
To unfold the path of initiation, and tread on it consciously, the mystic

must Desire with all ... heart to succeed in this
Quest and persevere until the end of the process.
This means until the end of ... incarnation...and when the time comes and is
Ripe to let the Divine Light appear ... this Energy will take the most appropriate
Divine "Face"... to attract and transform... with LOVE from within ... being.
To receive such divine gift, one must first begin by letting go and discarding Of
old ego patterns, old "faces" and models, so as to be able to be.

By keeping ourselves in that state of separation and division,
We persist unconsciously in keeping ourselves apart from our own
Center of Pure Being. So, if we focus solely on the external
Rather than going within ourselves to our Center of Pure Being,
We will find it impossible to find that Center,
Since the presence of the unknown God is
The same center as our Center of Pure Being.

~ Author ~ Aspects of Higher Contemplation

Dearest New Breed Healers,
We call this process our Ego/Soul Work.

A Little Background
As I was coming out of silence, I had become aware of my reason for being is to teach what I had been taught. I met with my Master Seraphs Beye and asked him to provide me with teaching which would help to advance consciousness in our world and Universe. The Ego/Soul Dialogue is one of the first practices that he gave me to share. This method of teaching has had a profound effect on the way in which we are able to find center and balance. I am in awe and honor to share this with you.

The Process relates and intimately addresses our most sacred and priceless relationship with ourselves. By working with our individual Ego/Soul reflection of divinity we come to understand the reflections of separation in all areas of our life. Separation is necessary in our lives as it is crucial to allowing each of us, the individual US that we are. However, when our separation leads us to the place of scarcity, abandonment and unworthiness then we tend to energize the diminishment of self and others, creating a destructive rather than productive energy flow. Remember each pathway is appropriate and necessary, which do we choose? Our concern is being conscious of what we are creating. One way to examine how conscious we are is to do an ego/soul dialogue.

The Intention of the Ego/Soul process is to work with and through patterns from Origin of Source: Soul memories and patterns of present life, past life, future, by examining personal beliefs based in personal experience, family experience, cultural, societal, world and universal experience, etc.
It is in honoring our lives as active participative engaging Human Beings that the Soul and the Ego meet and merge in the Center of Balance.
Living our lives in centered balance is crucial for living in this World of Transition.

The Goal of this process is:

To lovingly assist the Divinely Human Being in:
- Process and Development Personal Life Plans which Honor the Individuals Process.
- Developing a Life balanced in the Ideal and the World.
- Full awareness and understanding of Personal Intention and Group Intention.
- Full participation in Personal Right Relation through the Self Discovery of Personal Truth.
- Contributing to common services which promote relationships with Divine Love Intentions of Unity, Peace and Harmony through the process of Ascension.
- Embracing Life as passionate Living Individuals, on the Communal, Global, Universal and Cosmic Level as members who support the Universal Evolution of the Divine Human Being.

Part II

Brief Description of Ego/Soul Process. Use this format when doing your ego/soul self examination.

Ego Soul

Day One Exercise

Purpose of exercise:
To develop a starting point for understanding emotional feelings of inner separation experienced as scarcity, abandonment and unworthiness.

Directions:
Write a minimum two-page paper regarding the topic of choice.
The topic and discussion addresses your experience in the Minds, ideas and thoughts, the sensations where and what and your Emotional feelings of the particular relationship.
This can be a personal relationship, a relationship with work, family, project etc. Be detailed. Below is a potential format to use.

For example:

Discuss in detail:

In this relationship with ____, I feel unsafe.
This feeling reminded me of when ____.
My feelings of un-safe reflect in my life as ____.
I feel the impact of feeling unsafe in my Mind Body as ideas and thoughts of ____.
I feel the impact of feeling unsafe in my Physical Body, in my ____ (name the places that tingle, tighten, frighten when feeling unsafe.)
I feel the impact of feeling unsafe in my Emotional Body as ____ (specifically name the emotions.)
I usually deal with my feelings of unsafe by ____.
I feel compromised in my ability to be me when I feel unsafe.

When I feel this way, I become ____ and I behave in this way ____.

This paper is to be written as in a letter to the person who reflects the feeling of unsafe-ness.
It is not to be sent to this person, it is simply a reflection of how this person is aiding me in examining my personal fears and patterns.

Part III

Re: Brief Description of Ego/Soul Process Day 2 - Ego/Soul self examination.

Emotions Envoked by Others

In my Emotional Body I Feel ____ a. i. ii. iii. iv. v.
In my Physical Body I sense ____ in my ____ a. i. ii. iii. iv. v.
A. In my Mind Body I know ____ i. ii. iii. iv.
B. In my Mind Body I think ____. i. ii. iii. iv. v.
C. My Soul experience is ____ i. ii. iii. iv. v.
D. My Ego experience is ____ i. ii. iii. iv.
By working with ____ s/he demands a. b. c. d.
When I give to ____ I FEEL a. b. c.
____ represents for me a. b. c.
There has been ____ energy through different times and in different aspects of my life. a. b. c. d. e.
When I deal with ____ energy it evokes feelings of ____. a. b. c. d.
If I could let go ____ energy from me I would feel ____. a. b. c. d.
I would be able to be free to ____. a. b. c. d.
I am afraid to let go of ____ energy because I would then ____. a. b. c. d.
I desire to let go of ____ from my life. The benefit to me is ____. a. b. c. d.
I am free to feel ____. a. b. c. d.

Part III - Ego/Soul Relationship

Intentions are the core essence which serves as the focus point for the manifestation of substance in our lives. Our personal understanding of our intentions sets into motion the formula of what becomes manifest in our lives. Conscious awareness requires that we examine our personal intentions from the very depth of our being.

Over the course of this contemplation you will be examining your heart intention in the various areas of your life. Use the form for each daily exercise.

Day 1 - Soul intention for ego. Day 2 - Ego intention for soul. Day 3 - Statement of unity

Day 4 - Soul intention for Divine Source Day 5 - Ego intention for Divine Source Day 6 - Statement of Unity

Day 7 - Soul intention for my home Day Day 8 - Ego intention for my home Day 9 - Statement of Unity

Day 10 - Soul intention for my vehicle Day 11 - Ego intention for my vehicle Day Day 12 - Statement of Unity

Day 13 - Soul intention for my work Day Day 14 - Ego intention for my work Day 15 - Statement of Unity

Day 16 - Soul intention for this incarnation. Day 17 - Ego intention for this incarnation Day 18 - Statement of Unity

Day 19 - Soul intention for ____ significant relationship in my life. Day 20 - Ego intention for ____ significant relationship in my life.

Day 21-25 Closing statement - READ over your entire examination and take notes.
Create in writing a one page statement of your process.
Discuss Mind Body, Physical Body, Emotional Body openings and awareness's.

Also consider this statement:

When I consider the ramifications of Communion, the common union of one common passion; I realize that it is through the allowance and desire to grow individually that freedom, honor and trust can be manifest through me in this world and universe as peace.

Part IV

Intentions Work Sheet
Answer your Questions for Self Examination of Intentions on this form:

What do I feel in this relationship?
Where do I feel it?
What is my intention for this relationship?
What is my dream for this relationship?
What are the motivating factors which keep me in this relationship?

There is another view within me which creates a questioning duality.

What do I feel in this relationship and does this view coincide with the unique way my energy falls?
Where do I feel this questioning in my physical body, mental body, emotional body?
What is my intention for this relationship?
What is my dream for this relationship?
What are the motivating factors which keep me in this relationship?

The song of ego soul merge in complete unification.

This process begins through identification of inner light.
Moves to the firing of outer beliefs and desperation of desiring to know authentic self.
Seeing and knowing self and Self
Co-creating with Wholeness

Unification of three physical human bodies and 9 soul bodies:

3 Human Bodies

Mind Body – defined and experienced as, "I Think"
Physical Matter Based Body – defined and experienced as, "I Sense"
Emotional Body – defined and experienced as, "I Feel"

9 Soul Bodies

Ren – Name of Soul at incarnation.
Khat – Physical Body Hologram
Ka – Etheric Double Subconscious
Khaibet – unconscious shadows
AB – Conscious which reflects other subtle bodies
BA – Souls which knows its soul purpose
Sekhem – Vital Energy
Shu – Unity of Voice through lower bodies involvement with sacred art.
Khu – The Kau resides with Prime Source in Eternal Light

The Nine Threads of the Ascended Wisdom Matrix are made up of the tried experience of the qualities which have been formed and reformed before and after time. And they are still evolving through the three human bodies: Mind, Physical and Emotional unified experience. The Threads when unified with the Soul Bodies begin to create and identification of New Being moving through Doubt and Fear as unification happens on this level.

Thread 1 Divine Mind and Human Mind in Dignified Truth

Ren, the name of soul at first incarnation.
Here the One becomes an ascended one with equal Two.
Thread One becomes Ren-Ren or Name of Soul at incarnation merges with the Name of Soul at incarnation of Divine Soul Manifestation which occurs at the 20th Awareness.

Thread 2 Divine Charity and Human Ideas in Noble Trust

Khat – physical Body hologram merges with the Khu who resides with prime source.
Here Thread 2 and Thread 9 merge to become 11 a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 3 Divine Power and Human Thought in Generous Allowance

Ka – Etheric Double Subconscious merges with the Shu, Unity of voice though lower bodies involvement of sacred art.
Here Thread 3 and Thread 8 merge to become 11 a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 4 Divine Magic and Human Magic in Courageous Faith

Khaibet – Unconscious Shadows rectifier of emotions and thoughts, merges with Sekhem, vital energy of the kundalini.
Here Thread 4 and Thread 7 merge to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 5 Divine Body and Human Matter in Humbled Humility

AB – Conscious which reflects other subtle bodies merges with BA and becomes the conscious which reflects other subtle bodies, becomes the soul which knows soul purpose.
Here Thread 5 and Thread 6 merge to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 6 Divine Faith and Human Knowing Genuine Unity

BA – Soul which knows soul purposes merges with AB and becomes:
Soul which knows souls purpose becomes the conscious which reflects other bodies.
Here Thread 6 and Thread 5 merges to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 7 Divine Truth and Human Wisdom in Passionate Passageways of Strength

Sekhem – the vital energy of the kundalini merges with Khaibet and becomes:
Vital energy of kundalini, the rectifier of emotions and thoughts.
Here Thread 7 and Thread 4 merge to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 8 Divine Mystery and Human Mystery in Grateful Gratitude

Shu – Unity of Voice through the lower bodies involvement of sacred art, merges with Ka and become: Unity of voice through sacred art as etheri double subconscious.

Here Thread 8 and Thread 3 merge to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

Thread 9 Divine Soul and Human Manifestation in Beautiful Splendor

Khu – resides with Prime Source in Eternal Light and merges with Khat becoming:
Khu who resides with prime source in eternal light and physical body hologram.
Here Thread 9 and Thread 2 merge to become 11, a single point of enlightenment.

All pathways lead to the same Source through the 11th Awareness, Thread 2. All of the combinations return to the number 2 for enlightenment and ascension.

Willow JiMi
Today 19:34:59

Who are 'we' speaking of Ego/Soul in Unity.
What are 'they' doing?
Where are 'they seeking unity'?
How are 'they seeking unity'?
We merge into yet another paradox of 'we' and I, us and them.
Again the merge in higher levels of consciousness must be moved through limitation of this and that
and merge as us and we.

Our involvement is to bring clarity to the link between Science and Spirit at this point.
Clearly this is different than the link between Science and Soul or Soul and Spirit.
The link that we are speaking of is the link of Emotional Wisdom of Evolution through the Supreme Qualities of Existence.

Here we spend time in contemplation.
Our contemplation leads us to the creation of space.
This space is created by both and moving through and a letting go.
Here we must spend a great deal of time working on the Spirit of our Essence.

There is a very big shell which is broken.
A movement through a worm hole,
a penetration of torus loop.

Here we find our SOUL reason for incarnation.
There is a sense of nothing, though vision is quite clear.

Emotions must be brought here to this place,
for this place is Motionless.

Self sees self as fully developed
being lead by the youth of self.

I takes on and identification of singularity that
no longer serves the identity.

Here the art of life is listening to the connections
which mark our lives as valid and blessing the
knowing and unknowing in forgiveness of self and other.

Forgiveness of self that ones wholeness creates for other
a sense of isolation.
Forgiveness for self that isolation creates a sense of aloneness.

A gratitude for both wholeness and apartness as ONE.

Willow JiMi
Today 19:19:34

In the 29th Awareness

I/Eve recognizes self to be the incarnation of Divine and Human
Human and Divine
no separation on a deeper and unearthly level of existence.
Co-creating in worlds, realms and dimensions that are parallel
and co-existing through eternal moments of presence.

Willow's Daily Contemplations

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