Cloud of Unknowing 2/2007

The Cloud of Unknowing is the initial place In which we find ourselves when we begin our journey. It is the gate or the entrance Into the reed.

This Is the place where the Soul beckons and Ego has no clue what is going on. Ego only knows that there Is something out there that is calling.

The Cloud of Unknowing begins our search for ourselves as whole and Divine Human Beings.

We begin our journey here first by acknowledging and defining Spiritual Relationship and secondly by naming the Qualities that have been inherently gifted to us at the Conception or Creation of our Soul.

Through our process in understanding we begin with a basic definition of spiritual relationship as: the actively participating "Presence of Soul Consciousness" in our Earthly life.

To wrap our arms around this concept we must first understand that consciousness is not of the Ego, but rather, Consciousness is an awakened Ego through Soul RE-Membering.

In other words, WE are Ego bound Beings who awaken to our fullest life potential when we allow Soul's eternal consciousness to bring forth memories of Past life experience of our Divine Connection into this present earthly incarnation. The Cloud of Unknowing allows the potential for this self examination and also the freedom to explore and discover who we Are Created to Be.

Assignments to aid awareness of Unknowing

Part 1
What is a Spiritual Relationship?
Please define in one paragraph.
Do not respond at this time to what others write.
We will wait until everyone has an opportunity to respond to this question.
Much love and grace,
Willow

Part 2
List 5 Qualities of a Spiritual Relationship.
Do not respond to anyone elses post at this time.

Much love and grace,
Willow

Part 3

Please look at all of the posts in, 'Define Spiritual Relationship'.

Please take one concept, or three words out of each definition and come up with a 'how to develop a spiritual relationship list'.

Each concept must have relevance in the three primary relationships:

Individual and Divine Source Spiritual Relationship
Individual and Partner Spiritual Relationship
Individual and Community Spiritual Relationship

Example:

A spiritual relationship requires:

a primary focus
connection to source

Again do not comment on another persons work at this time.

Guidelines for Interaction

Spiritual Relationships

A spiritual relationship is relationship made of pure personal choice, freewill participation in ones life. It revolves around Intentional personal process of enlightenment and it requires deep self evaluation.

A spiritual relationship takes notice of feelings coming from the Mental, Physical and Emotional body of self and others.

A spiritual relationship takes into account all is known and all that is unknown both within the Ego and the Soul.

A spiritual relationship is one which provides, encourages and explores personal individual process and group community process.

The spiritual relationship has one intention, to better understand Being Inlove, for it is Being Inlove that brings each person into the Divine Unity with Divine Source/Love.

Every aspect of Spiritual Relationship aides us in our exploration of 'self' through our walk with 'self', with Divine and with others.

A spiritual relationship requires Knowing personal truth and allows and encourages others the explorative room to also find their personal truth.

Blessed Be.

Today we begin to work together to develop our Spiritual Relationships.
Our goal is to gain greater access to ourselves and provide a sanctuary for each other to explore themselves.

The small and large groups have been developed in order to further explore the intense depth of spiritual relationship.

The intention of the small and large groups are to develop the communication skills which allow for the safety of sanctuary. True spiritual relationships are so very necessary and they are the most scary types of relationships because they force us to be completely real. It Is in these relationships that trust is formed and our core unity with Divine is able to be witnessed. Faith is born In this place.

So let us begin.

Guidelines:

Each member of the group (in both large and small group) is required to:

A. Read another's post.

B. Respond to the post with

Memory triggered in the heart.
- This will require that you relate to what this person is saying (not just from the MIND but from the HeartMind).
- In order to do this you must see, hear and feel what the other person is saying.
- When we HEAR someone else, a light flicker occurs within our heart and we sense a communion/ common union.
- Within the communion of the heart, a spark for a spiritual relationship is birthed.
- It is from this communion space within the heart that you "RESPOND".

C. The brief response entails a statement of how what is being said by the other meets you within your heart, or place of communion.

D. Conclude your post with a question.

****Please remember that superficial airy fairy comments are simple statements of pacification and hold only the value of glamour rather than glamorous virtue.

And within the paradox

Remember that the wisdom of discernment through kindness, interest and depth are the keys to the communion of spiritual relationship.

Blessed be all insight and clarity on y/our common journey.
Willow

Please feel free to ask questions.

Question -

What point, movement, or experience in our Being allows us to begin to recognize the Value and existence of Spiritual Matter?

How does contemplation and meditation become the matter or substance which awakens us?

other considerations?

InLove,
Willow

As you can see, you are opening up to the first Awareness which Is really #0.

Here we are in the place of wonder. Wonder through wondering, finding our footing in the place where no one has walked before. Like walking on the clouds, we do not know if we can be held, and yet we want and have the desire to explore.

In this Awareness we begin by getting to know one another, by learning some basic tool and by reflecting on what our Dreams might want to look like.

Some will be here for several weeks, some for several months, some for several years.

First we learn to honor where we are and where others are. We learn to give ourselves and others the freedom to explore and be present within their lives. We learn this by allowing ourselves the honor of being present in our own lives.

Remember, this is a process not a race. It is really important that you develop your pace here. This will aide you in you in fortitude, perseverance and courage in the coming Awareness's.

Please consider the following as you travel through the unraveling of inner and outer circle dynamics of the Spiritual Relationship.

Being in community is difficult and challenging.
It is my hope that each of you know that what I say I say with great consideration and intention.
Thank you for your personally posted questions to me,
l appreciate your concerns and your interest in understanding.

There are two stories occurring here.............

In the first exchange, person one, the masculine. spoke to something that he felt pulled into. Rather than not respond he acknowledged the issue and then at the same time shut the conversation down. This is a natural way that the masculine deals with anxiety or confrontation when feeling that he has no voice.
The challenge for the masculine is to sit and wait for the feminine to feel safe enough to leave her shell and invite him into the inner space or outer space without him feeling that she will hurt him, and she knowing she needs to be protected and vice versa.
The feminine requires affirmation of being cared for by the masculine.
In the event that the masculine can not find the safety in his world he will shut down the source and leave.
This is outer circle, masculine walks away without giving the feminine the opportunity to respond.

The second is that the feminine gets angry and feels put out, she reacts. Rather than going into silence and trying to inner examine her own participation, she attacks. She picks up a stone and hits the masculine in the back of the head. This is a direct attack to the emotional center of the masculine. Masculine gets cut off from his emotional center and moves directly into the mind which then equates shut down, walk away further attack leads to kill, pillage and burn.

When the feminine can not return to her inner self to find the answer within the gentle heart space of peace, she can not provide the safe place for the masculine to come to. The masculine must have a balanced feminine in order to come to terms with self.... if he does not find safety within the inner circle of the feminine... The World Ends, Period. Feminine antics based in emotional chaos, further exploit the emotional stability of the inner and outer circle by again drawing attention and sympathy to self injury rather than to stability and center ness.

Over the last year - I have been working intensely with the feminine of this community to redevelop and inner core that can hold a community of both the feminine and the masculine.
It is hard work and work not taken without inner examination and awareness of repercussion.

Certainly I am not saying that I have all of the answers.
I am saying that in my own quest for providing a clear pathway of unity and for communication for the inner and outer circle, it is with great heart ache and mindful intention that I did write what I wrote.

I do see that way in which the masculine walks away and the feminine attacks is a culturally acceptable in 4th world - world view today.
It is also a very dangerous way of living and destructive way of living.

Can we see this being played out in our families, neighborhoods, cities and world today? The feminine must place a mindful eye on how she is working through her stuff and go inward for her answers. The feminine must go inward to fine the peace of her inner unity then she must turn toward, waiting for the outer light and invite the masculine into inner light, in humility, to help him to find the solace of sanctuary.
If the feminine lures the masculine in, in a cloaked fashion, not speaking clearly to the issue then the being of the cycle of destruction begins.
If the feminine can not hold the inner circle of meaning, the masculine will go elsewhere to meet his unknowing.

Secondly,
It is with great love for the individual and the whole that I spoke the way that I did and speak the way that I do.
You see if I had not, the ramifications of the feminine the community would have destroyed her.
You see the feminine circle has little tolerance for the destruction of the whole.
The feminine of the community would have torn it apart.
She would have been attacked.

Through the course of my guidance I intentionally provide each person with personal exercises through personal examination, private conversations, self examinations, Inner and outer circle work with self and another. When a person can not see their own destructive tendency through private dialogue then the community is called forth, especially when that person brings forth their stuff and it affects the inner sanctuary of the community.

For consideration, please examine your personal qualities of spiritual relationship and see if you can identify this letter with your idea and definition of Spiritual Relationship.

Learning the difference between sympathy and empathy is difficult and it is difficult to stand in courage and faith, speaking personal truth and surrendering in humility. I thank you for giving me the opportunity to do so.

Inlove and humility, Willow

February Assignments >> Gallery - How to and What to........

The Gallery has been set up and I am looking forward to seeing everyone's work.

The Gallery needs to be set up in a specific way to show your process.

#1 MerKaBA Reading

I will place into the Gallery a MerKaBA.
Under the Topic area post the way in which the energy moves through your body and helps you to connect with your Truth through your Inner Knowing.

Do not upload anything until the MerKaBA has been posted.
thank you.......

#2 MerKaBA Shield

This is your Soul signature in Sacred Geometric Form and Color. Sacred Geometric Form and Color are the First expression of Divine Love and connects us from Spiritual Cosmos to Spiritual Earth through the process of form into matter.

a. Post your Shield
b. Description: State only the form to the Quality i.e. Communion, Matter, Emotion.
c. Once this is entered save.
d. Under the Topic area, please post your full description as the paragraph that you have written.
e. Continue to post in this area as your MerKaBA Shield reveals more to you.

If you have not done a shield, do not put post any portraits.

#3 Tree of Life

The Tree is your personal process of how you as CREATION see yourself.
After your Tree is complete, post in the Topic area 21 days of process that describes how you work.

#4

Here begins the process of personal Soul/Ego exploration and process.

January 2007
Self Discernment

Lesson: I Am Divine Human Being I Am
Who Am I? Where Do I live? What Quality most represents me?

MerKaBa Shield Medicine Wheel

MerKaBa Shield Medicine Wheel

By
Willow Tequillo, Student of
Master Seriphis Bey
08-08-2006

Acknowledgement

Serapis Bey is Chohan of the Fourth Ray, the white ray. Some fourth-ray qualities are purity, discipline, joy, hope and excellence.

My master, Serapis Bey has walked with me helping me to discern these qualities and gain mastery from Spiritual Earth to Spiritual Cosmos and vise versa. These are the teachings of Master Serapis Bey and my exploration in understanding through my personal lessons.

Master Bey is at times called the disciplinarian as he is fierce in his determination to save souls from the self destructive behaviors of self indulgence, moving us upon our most efficient path of ascension. In my work with Master Serapis Bey I have seen and experienced many miracles. He has also brought forth my own ability to clearly talk and experience my counsel members such as Quan Yin, Mary Magdalene and others. I welcome you to contact Master Serapis Bey should you wish to further your personal understanding and insight in the Spiritual Cosmos and Spiritual Earth.

Simply call upon him and he will appear for he knows who you are by name. As a devotee of the Divine Mother, Master Serapis Bey works with her light to enlighten the fire of all souls. The energy supported by this enlightening is in the form of experiencing acceptance, using and living our earthly power, recognition of being humanly divine, walking with all people in unity, integrating and accepting our natural magic through mystery and miracle as consciousness becomes matter.

In gratitude, simplicity and adoration my acknowledgements to my teacher and cosmic spiritual guide.

Willow Tequillo

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Copyright © 2006 by Willow Teaquillo.
A Sacred Reflections original.
MerKaBa Shield Medicine Wheel
First Sacred Reflections Edition, 2006.
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No part of this meditation may be reproduced in any manner without written permission except for quotations embodied in critical articles or reviews.

Diagram 1

Characteristics of Trinity:

Idea of Life through Will and Power
Desire of Life through Love and Reverence

Trinity and the Tree of Life

Key Concept 1
See diagram 3

Let us examine how Trinity’s relate to the Tree of Life and our own physical tree, our merkaba and the Community Medicine Wheel.

First Trinity Relationship to Tree of Life

Violet Represents First Trinity or First Movement:
Mind of Love, embracing Idea and Thought through the Magic of Love culminating as the first, Fourth Trinity Quality – Compassion.

Mind of Love begins in the Desire of Kether (Crown).
Mind/Keter (Crown) experiences first split into
Idea/Gebrura (Strength) and to Thought Chesed (Mercy).
Two again become One as the reuniting takes place in the unspoken emotional center
Tiphareth(Beauty) as Magic of Love and falling INLOVE as 1^st Fourth Trinity Quality
Communion/Yesod(Foundation).

This is where our name Amethyst Essences comes from, this is where we live as soul beings. Center Pillar of Universal Logos which hold the Crown color amethyst or highest vibration of the essence of Divine Law.
It is through this memory of 'who we are' that we seek to Reunite/Remember Universal Oneness for the Sole/Soul purpose of Peace. It is the personal understandings of our personal truth which carry the essence of the universal law of natural order in concert in co-operation with ourselves and each other, our community, our world and universe.
As we come into our deepest awareness’s of compassionate self as divine human beings, we enter into understanding and knowing the depths of the abyss, the magnitude of explorations, beauty and joy of our world. With this understanding of Pure Joy in Beauty as we move in the 4^th World of pain and imbalance we are alight in bringing hope of balance and security.
This is our purpose, to bring peace into the world out of balance. To bring hope to hearts without hope and to see the authentic self as the most desired expression of Divine Love.
As we open ourselves to personal understanding we become the manifestation of Divine Light as one reflection of Love.

Second Trinity in Relation to the Tree of Life

Key concept 2
See Diagram 4
The second complete movement of the Tree of Life is in the expression of Matter, Mother, Mater in physical form.
Here the Trinity is expressed as: Knowing Matter through Wisdom experienced as Mystery to love, culminating in the Fourth Trinity, second quality as Compassion.

Second trinity begins Knowing in the emotional heart expression of Mind as Magic of Love or Tiphareth(Beauty).

Knowing/Tiphareth(Beauty)
Moving up to Matter/Binah(Understanding) and Wisdom/Chokmah(Wisdom)
Connecting in the unseen DAAT. Daat being the gateway of the Soul located in the physical body between the shoulder blades behind the heart on the back and energetically enters into the back as a flow of crystalline divine light which moves out the heart extending arms length in front. This is the sacred heart. This divine meeting then falls down the tree to the base roots to the Mystery to Love/Malkuth(Kingdom). In this Kingdom Divine Father/Mother intentions meet in the Mystery to love. This expression of desire to love propels itself as loving energy in Communion upward meeting second quality of Forth Trinity, Compassion in Yosed/Foundation.

Third Trinity in Relation to the Tree of Life

Key Concept 3
See diagram 5
The third complete movement of the Tree of Life corresponds to Third Trinity as the Emotion of Manifesting One Desire.
As related to the Third Trinity Emotion: Emotion for love Manifest and Become the Miracles for Love through Co-Operation.
Third Trinity Emotions begin in Yosed/Foundation. Emotions are the highest vibration of human being and the vehicles and house of the soul through every incarnation. What we as individuals experience as emotion in every life time are translated through feelings and carried on through life as emotional karma represented in individual, ancestral, cultural, world and universal karma. Each individual's personal ability to translate their emotions into sober thoughts through relationships within the physical and mental bodies, increases the conscious availability of enlightenment for the whole. This is a very tough process, because this means making intentional emotional evaluations of acts and actions through understanding and wisdom and taking personal responsibility for what we create and manifest in discernment. Holding the integrity of emotion is the very highest form of co-creating.

Emotions are born in Communion and Compassion which resides in the Yosed/Foundation of the Divine Human Being. They move as Manifestation/Hod(Splendor-Glory) and Becoming/Netzach (Victory)
Uniting in the heart of Magic of Love Knowing/Tiphareth(Beauty) as 3^rd quality of Forth Trinity, Cooperation

Trinity Merkaba Tree of Life

Key concept 4
Diagram 6 When Communion, Compassion and co-operation come together in Co-creation the movement of Emotion shift to Emotion in integrity and center.

Trinity Merkaba Medicine Wheel

Co creating in Intentional Awareness

Caution!!!!!!!! Mindful consideration is required.
Medicine wheels are vortex’s. When created on land they must be cared for.
Do not create a medicine wheel upon Mother Earth without knowledge and intention of how to open and close.

This particular medicine wheel is a pathway from 4^th to 5^th, 6^th, 7^th into 8^th world, or the Ascended World.

This particular medicine wheel begins in the North, the place of Source and Resource. Led in by the Divine Masculine from North direction around the center to the West, passing again the center and moving through the south, passing the center again and moving through the East. From the East the center is completely rounded and the shift occurs.
Divine Feminine shift occurs as a full circle is made closing the 4^th world and entering the fifth. Led into the pedals the wheel is traveled moving and led by the left had of the feminine around the South/West a passing the center rounding the West/North, passing the center and rounding the North/East passing the center and rounding the East/South, fully rounding the center and exiting on the left side of the north gate led out by the Divine Masculine.
When traveling this wheel you will experience profound understandings and knowing.

Considerations for examination and exercise.

Take your Merkaba shield and consider where your strengths are on the Medicine wheel.
Take a series of days and contemplated each aspect of the Merkaba as united in the Tree of Life. Consider how each of your bodies feels. What kind of grounding do you feel inside your mind, physical body and emotional body. How does the ego/soul unite in appreciation and cherishment for each other while embracing these qualities.
Sit with a friend, partner, part of nature or counsel member and role play a part of the wheel/tree. Example one person be Chesed the other Binah what are the similarities in dialogue, how do we resonate on this primal level with all life?
Trace your finger along the medicine wheel and see the trail of surefooted understanding and wisdom. How does this serve you in your daily walk?

As a reminder this and All of Willow Tequillo’s work is under copy right. Please be considerate and use for personal use only, asking permission to share outside the community of New Breed Healers and Sacred Reflections: Center for Transformational Awareness. Thank you for your consideration.

InLove and InPeace,
May your life continue to be blessed in Joy and Beauty,
Willow Tequillo,
Spiritual Guide/Medicine Woman

0-1 is the order of Awareness

0- Unknowing. This is the place which allows Soul for the first time to come into the Ego realm in safety and sanctuary.

The written dialogue here is to:

Use the grid to explore sacred geometric form, color and definition. What clues have you discovered about yourself: How do you feel you allowed or did not allow your soul expression to reveal the unseen mystery and magic of the abyss? How do you feel?

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Again there are those who wish to share their soul process through the gallery and there are those who wish to allow this to be intimately private. For the time being it is wise to build upon the personal community trust and keep the gallery as individual. We will again visit this process in the Spring.

I have created each of you a separate Gallery to post the things that you wish to share. Please post a picture of yourself so that the community can see who you are. Let me know if the picture that I posted in your personal gallery is one you wish to have posted in the shared gallery.

Much love and grace, Willow

Please ask questions.....................

WILLOW:

2/1/07

In reformation Being experiences the giving and receiving love.
“Becoming for love” requires the recognition of two shifts, the outer and the inner dance.
Deep within the inner womb of matter, mother; Soul begins to explore with Ego the depth of the human compassionate heart. Ego is recognized as the earth vehicle for soul memory and life purpose.
In the co-operative common union of the compassionate heart, ego recognizes self to be of divine nature and soul recognizes self as human nature. Together in personal awe of “self” as creation, ego and soul find themselves in the cellular memory of all matter, in all time and in all space. In infinite eternity within the communion for love, together ego and soul seek the narrow pathway of wholeness together. It is here that Faith is tested and gifts are many. Deep issues of trust and betrayal are examined. The three elemental sisters of Earth (earth, fire and water) and the voice of heavenly accompaniment (air) hold intentions for love in the transition through transfiguration. Spiritual cosmos and spiritual earth together hold the sacred space as the human being and the divine being make their way through the volcanic beauty of eternal fiery earth. The passage and pathway are narrow. Supreme examination of intentions are required by ego/soul in order to safely cross over to the landscape of new beginnings in New Earth.

Calendar and message 1/2007

Essential Being: Mind of love LSD 2/2007