Awareness: 19 Crystallization
Letter of Spiritual Direction
Part 1 - Ego
Tuesday Morning Dedication
Today I awaken with gratitude as the first thought crosses my mind before opening my eyes. I recall dreams of white roses which follow dreams of red roses. My heart lights up and I am grateful for the fragrance. I slept well, awakened by fresh gentle breezes through aspen and cotton wood joined by birdsong. I laugh at how easy it is to be awakened in delight. Soon, even before my feet hit the ground, the 'everyday' comes lingering in the background, through my mind, and the 'to do' list begins to slow down the motion in my half-asleep wellbeing. Creeping in talking to me of my own Actions, inability and lax which make my smooth and quick path a slower and more tedious journey.
I ask, 'How will these behaviors change, and do they want to?'
I think, well maybe if I receive the information that I need from the laggards,
I will be able to get what I need done. Until then I must just sit and wait.
Thoughts run through my mind, 'will they speak to what needs to be
spoken to or will they gloss over or just not respond, placing me in a
position to confront the present course of resistance? Resistance to what?
Being here, not being here? What's the point of saying you want to move
if you need to be shoved? Why not just get off the road or take a different
road? Why does one stick so long to a path which requires freewill and not wanting free will? Is there shame in saying, 'just tell me what to do?' Why
must the other say, 'if we go any further you are going to fall off the cliff',
can't they see the cliff? Can't they see why I'm asking consciousness?
Can't they see that the journey up the mountain really requires
commitment to full sense awareness....... meaning being present in all our
bodies. How is it that one would ask another to be the instability in their
lives in order to 'not pay attention' to what is under their feet? Why must I
send them back to get proper shoes, why am I more concerned that they
travel the path of freewill more than they? HUMMMMMMMM
Better Jump out of bed before the monkey mind gets a hold of me, or hasit
already hooked me? Ha
I bend and light my candle, not quiet making my bottom to the floor, 'in a rush today you know'. Quick prayer, "That I might be free to love my Being without the restrictive tethers of worthiness." Hum, I think I need to work on this. Off for the day , 4 more days to go.................
Part 2 - Soul
Tuesday Morning Dedication I sit and watch the light of my candle, morning light waving laminar flow across the walls, light playing with light. My prayers go out to our world and universe and all Beings in hope becoming dignified grace in cherishment.
I must in great humility ask the other, 'What cause does our relationship evoke within you?' What direction does our presence together call you to follow, 'note see the Dance of Creation'. And in so following this direction with the actions of your own will, what effect has it had upon your own life? Has it brought you into a closer more intimate relationship with your source? How has it given you charge over your scarcities, thereby freeing you from limiting boundaries with have kept you from finding your deeper within? And in finding this 'deeper within' have you found 'gentle pathways' of self-acceptance through loving kindness? Have you found thevalue of your life? Have you enriched this life with acts of generous kindness for self and other? And in so doing have you committed yourself,your actions and attitude to be in harmony with the ways of Peaceful. Ease? Have you found Patience to be your guide? Has this Patience given you Allowance? And this Allowance brining Divine messages of other views which may be of greater clarity? Thus allowing for a more wholistic view, allowing for 'personal limiting agenda' to step aside, giving each a voice which can be heard in harmony?
Soul Prayer
Divine Love, Source of All Being
Divine Love, Resonance of All Life Creation
Divine Love, Creation as All Resource
Divine Love
Above All
Below All
Within All
Without All
Your Courage Be Dignified
For you in your unfolding and unfurling
Come face to face with that which you are, US
..........And in your discovery of Us, you have been challenged to know the
matter in which we are 'we'. And, in your loving kindness, challenged to
accept and allow that which you are. Light/dark, color/sound, this /that,
your deep your crystal forms of reflections 'worthy' of existence.
Remembering, always the intimate part and particle which is, One Whole
Love. So it is that we continue to step gladly into the graceful Journey of
unfolding this day in Ego/Soul Unity. Peaceful and Easy, Remembering
that we are a tiny point of existence, carefully and intimately valued as a
small diamond of cherishment.
And in a greater view, a part, a simple reflection of the great diamond from
which all Hope is able to reflect upon both from within and without; we do
call this 'Our Presence in Journey with You'.
For to be 'with' is neither within nor without, but simply, 'is with', which
most naturally defines the US and the We in Presence. And it 'Is With' in
Presence as transubstantiation of All Matter of Spirit into Loving Kindness.
This being our eternal song of self and other as 'Is One'. One Being, One
Being-ness. One Hope of Becoming Dignified Cherishment, of to for
from, Compassionate Joy in Equanimity. Equating the Magic of Love as to the Mystery of Compassion to emulate the Miracles of Joy for the Co-
Creation of Equanimity. And from this place of Equitable Oneness, may all hearts BE.
Inlove..............
Part 3 - Ego/Soul Unity
2nd Letter of Spiritual Direction, Crystallization Part II
Tuesday Morning
It's a Beautiful Day.
For, I am but a grain of sand in the universe.
My scope is often covered by other grains of sand, leaves, elements, and
friends.
Yet I exist as a grain of sand; sometimes in the ocean depth; sometimes
on the tops of mountains.
Hope is like this, a speck here and a twinkle there. Sometimes carried by
tear drops of joy and sometimes carried by tear drops of sorrow. Yet each
be the same as in measure and value when each be counted as same. For
what 'breath' of Life would Presence call unworthy?
Yet presence too long in any one place forms attachments to 'not living'
and become death to self and other. So it is that we are grains of sand on
beaches, hill tops, great seas and upon wings. So it is that we play like
the elements surrendering ourselves to the changes of life's flow, while
maintaining Presence of Time.
For stubbornness comes from seeking Perfection from that which is outside of our control. And we Become Dignified Cherishment when we learn that 'Happiness lives within the stillness of self'.
It is here, in these silent places that we are able to define the Quality of our Lives and allow for the Strengthening Yoga of Life to aid us in clear sight of our outer and inner experiences.
For our experience is t/here but to enjoy living our existence in a manner Becoming Hope. Becoming, the radiance which justifies happiness as valuable and a worthy way to live. Living for and with all Peoples, Places and Things. For all are a part and particle of existence as Life Form and Function of 'Source of Love.'
So be gentle my dear children as you travel upon the road of life. Allow the stillness of the single grain of sand - Be for you the cornerstone of loves existence.
That this precious crystalline form does grow to be the diamond of eternity that you are. As the part and particle of the Eternal Source of Love. For you are 'One in All that IS'.
For you are 'One in All that IS'.
As 'Grain of Sand' among many grains of sand in Eternity, Your individual existence is counted valuable and worth Only by YOU. For worthiness of value by the Source of Love is evidenced by your Existence as Creation.
Be careful to Remember this, that which is already so! For worthiness and value are judgments which are weighed only by your own individual Freedom to Remember that you ARE Love without exception.
To Know Self to Be Love IS your mission and your journey. The Qualities from which you live your lives is the measuring stick of worthiness by which you measure yourself. So measure with the Generosity of Kindness that when you lay down, you may dream of grains of Soul sparkling as star light reflected upon the quiet shores and mountain tops.
And when the morning sun greets you with rays of welcome, Remember the happy light which is the grain of loving kindness which lives in the heart of your Body called LIFE. Taking first breath in gratitude and there after each breath as the sanctuary of Precious Presence of Loving Kindness.
Inlove,
JiMi Tao
Theme: Gratitude is the fragrance of Life Concepts:
- Time and Space are tools which allow for the experience of Living
- Reflections help us discover the Beauty of Existence
- Patience is the Journey of Reliability
- Kindness opens the heartmind with pure resonance of Love
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